June 2012
breonlovesyou:
Girls are so hot
the other day my boy said to me “you don’t have to be so nice to everyone all the time” idk
i think a lot about suicide
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and i think it would be so easy to kill myself. i could do it now if i wanted i bet.
but i never actually DO IT.
so there must be something good in this world keeping me here? i just need to find out what it is.
not to mention it would be really quite selfish in a way.
i really want a girlfriend
it's all my fault
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here comes the depression again, just as i thought it was sorted and came off my meds. worst night in a LONG time. felt so guilty. felt so angry. stopitstopit shutupshutup.
speak of the devil
i miss u
.. like loads.
i want you to come home. everything is so shit without you here and it constantly feels like there is something missing.
i make myself sick with worry. you are the first thought when i wake up and last thought when i fall asleep. come home safe plspls.
always and forever yours xx
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falling for you more and more each day
‘falling’ means you have no control
i no longer feel like i have control of my emotions
i don’t want this, i feel safe being alone, so just leave me alone, i hate the way you make me light up before you’ve even said anything, i hate the way i get exited when i get a text from you, i hate that i like you, i hate it i hate...
whitetongue:
i have so many regrets it’s not even funny
