hi there beautiful
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My initials are SS, I live in London, 18, I don't know exactly what I want to do in life, i'm bisexual. music, fashion, magazines, late nights, sex, boys, alcohol, gossip girl, desperate housewives, 90210, sex and the city, friends, lovely texts, caffiene, nicotine, my best friends, chocolate, summer festivals, holidays, the beach ... that's pretty much me. My mood swings a lot/ i have obsessions
I post whutever comes to my mind/whatever catches my eye/who i want to be/who i could never get
i think a lot about suicide

and i think it would be so easy to kill myself. i could do it now if i wanted i bet.

but i never actually DO IT.

so there must be something good in this world keeping me here? i just need to find out what it is.

not to mention it would be really quite selfish in a way.

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